I woke up in the ICU after a car accident. My husband and my parents were standing next to me, talking. “Everything is going according to plan,” my husband said. My mother laughed, “She’s too clueless to notice.” I kept my eyes closed and pretended to be dead. What happened next shocked me to my core.

I woke up in the ICU after a car accident.
My husband and my parents were standing next to me, talking.
“Everything is going according to plan,” my husband said.
My mother laughed, “She’s too clueless to notice.”
I kept my eyes closed and pretended to be dead.
What happened next shocked me to my core.

The first thing I felt was pain—thick and deep, like my whole body had been filled with wet cement. The second thing was sound: a steady beep, distant voices, the soft hiss of oxygen. I couldn’t open my eyes, but I knew where I was from the smell alone—bleach, plastic, and that faint metallic tang hospitals always have.

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