Just two hours after we buried my daughter, my phone rang. It was my doctor—voice shaking, almost panicked. “You need to come to my office right now,” he said. “And listen carefully: come alone. Tell no one. Not your family. Not your husband. Nobody.” I could barely breathe the entire drive. My hands were slick on the steering wheel, my mind screaming that this couldn’t be real. The second I stepped into his office and looked up— I saw who was waiting for me. The world went silent. My knees threatened to buckle. And my hands started trembling so hard I couldn’t even close the door behind me.

Just two hours after we buried my daughter, my phone rang. It was my doctor—voice shaking, almost panicked. “You need to come to my office right now,” he said. “And listen carefully: come alone. Tell no one. Not your family. Not your husband. Nobody.”I could barely breathe the entire drive. My hands were slick on the steering wheel, my mind screaming that this couldn’t be real.The second I stepped into his office and looked up—
I saw who was waiting for me.The world went silent. My knees threatened to buckle. And my hands started trembling so hard I couldn’t even close the door behind me.

Two hours after we buried my daughter, the world still felt unreal—like my body was walking around without my permission. My mascara had dried in streaks on my cheeks. My throat burned from crying. I’d come home, kicked off my heels, and sat on the edge of the bed staring at the black dress pooled around my knees, trying to understand how a child could be gone.

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