I had just returned from the hospital, holding my newborn baby. As I approached my apartment, I saw a note taped to the door: “do not enter. Call the police immediately.” With trembling hands, I dialed the police. A few minutes later, officers arrived and entered my home. That’s when one of them turned pale.

I had just returned from the hospital, holding my newborn baby. As I approached my apartment, I saw a note taped to the door: “do not enter. Call the police immediately.” With trembling hands, I dialed the police. A few minutes later, officers arrived and entered my home. That’s when one of them turned pale.

I had just returned from the hospital with my newborn daughter, Ava, tucked into a soft carrier against my chest. My body still ached in quiet places I didn’t have words for yet. My hair smelled like antiseptic and baby shampoo. I kept glancing down at Ava’s tiny face like I couldn’t believe she was real—and that she was mine.

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