Right after giving birth, I was still in my hospital bed. My daughter suddenly ran in and shouted, “mom! We have to leave this hospital now!” Confused, I asked, “what do you mean?” She handed me a piece of paper. “Please… just look.” The moment I read it, I grabbed her hand. We left without looking back.

Right after giving birth, I was still in my hospital bed. My daughter suddenly ran in and shouted, “mom! We have to leave this hospital now!” Confused, I asked, “what do you mean?” She handed me a piece of paper. “Please… just look.” The moment I read it, I grabbed her hand. We left without looking back.

I was still numb from the epidural when the room finally went quiet. The kind of quiet that isn’t peaceful—just empty, like the hospital was holding its breath. My newborn son slept in the clear bassinet beside my bed, wrapped tight in a blanket with little blue stripes. My body ached everywhere, and my mind felt slow, floating, as if I’d been left behind while the world kept moving.

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