At my bloodwork, the doctor froze. Her hands were trembling. She took me aside and said: “You must leave now. Don’t tell him.” I asked: “What’s going on?” She whispered: “Just look. You’ll understand in a second.” What i saw on the screen destroyed everything.

At my bloodwork, the doctor froze. Her hands were trembling. She took me aside and said: “You must leave now. Don’t tell him.” I asked: “What’s going on?” She whispered: “Just look. You’ll understand in a second.” What i saw on the screen destroyed everything.

The nurse had just finished labeling the vials when I noticed the doctor stop breathing. Dr. Evelyn Carter was not a dramatic person. In the three years I had been seeing her, she had always been precise, controlled, almost cold. That morning, in the small diagnostic room of St. Mary’s Clinic in Portland, her composure collapsed. Her hands hovered above the keyboard, trembling so hard that the mouse slid to the floor.

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