After giving birth, my 9-year-old daughter burst into tears and screamed, “mom, throw that baby away! Right now!” I snapped back, “what are you talking about?!” She grabbed my arm, trembling, and whispered, “because… that baby…” And I started to shake all over.

After giving birth, my 9-year-old daughter burst into tears and screamed, “mom, throw that baby away! Right now!” I snapped back, “what are you talking about?!” She grabbed my arm, trembling, and whispered, “because… that baby…” And I started to shake all over.

The delivery room felt too bright after hours of labor. My body shook with exhaustion, sweat drying cold on my skin. Nurses moved around in practiced rhythm—checking charts, adjusting blankets, speaking in calm voices that sounded far away. Somewhere behind the curtain, a baby cried, sharp and new.

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