My family flew to Italy for my sister’s wedding, but I stayed in Chicago. That night my phone kept blowing up with messages: “Answer. Emergency. Police. Pick up the phone, Madeline.” They wanted me to handle the problem like I always do. But this time, I didn’t….

My family flew to Italy for my sister’s wedding, but I stayed in Chicago. That night my phone kept blowing up with messages: “Answer. Emergency. Police. Pick up the phone, Madeline.” They wanted me to handle the problem like I always do. But this time, I didn’t….

I watched the plane icon crawl across my sister’s tracking app until it blinked out over the Atlantic, then I set my phone face down on the kitchen table like it was a grenade. Chicago rain ticked against the window. The apartment smelled of burnt coffee. Everyone I loved was on their way to Italy—Mom in her best navy suit, Dad pretending he wasn’t crying, my sister Lily texting me photos of lace sleeves and candlelit stone hallways. I’d told them I couldn’t get off work, that someone had to “hold down the fort.” The truth was uglier: the fort was me.

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