A year after my wife died, I hired an electrician to redo the wiring in her old workshop. He called me and said, “Come home right now. I found something hidden inside the wall, but come by yourself.” When I arrived, I froze when I saw it.

A year after my wife died, I hired an electrician to redo the wiring in her old workshop. He called me and said, “Come home right now. I found something hidden inside the wall, but come by yourself.” When I arrived, I froze when I saw it.

A year after Emily died, I still couldn’t make myself open her workshop behind our house in Cedar Falls, Iowa. It had been her sanctuary—radio low, hair tied up, the smell of cedar and varnish clinging to her flannel sleeves. After the funeral I locked the door and told myself I’d go back in when grief stopped feeling like a fist around my lungs.

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