I had just given birth when my 8-year-old daughter came to visit me. She quietly closed the curtain and whispered, “Mom, get under the bed. Now.” We crawled under together, holding our breath. Then footsteps approached, and she gently covered my mouth—and that’s when the unexpected happened.

I had just given birth when my 8-year-old daughter came to visit me. She quietly closed the curtain and whispered, “Mom, get under the bed. Now.” We crawled under together, holding our breath. Then footsteps approached, and she gently covered my mouth—and that’s when the unexpected happened.

The hospital room felt too bright for how exhausted I was. My skin still buzzed with that strange afterbirth numbness—pain dulled by medication, emotions sharpened by fear I couldn’t name. Baby Noah slept in the clear bassinet beside my bed, his mouth making tiny searching motions as if he were dreaming of milk.

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